kunjandiyur kanniss 💗✨

So here's my extract of life , a small group with bucket of memories who just not only saved me but changed my life perspective entirely , and I'm sure this is the life or surrounding that everyone need or desire to live in!!

I'm a regular ca student with stressful and pressure filled classes.. and it's quite common for me to take leave , do you believe like travelling all the way to sit in those boring classes.. and tbf till my first 2 months of classes I didn't get any proper group to communicate with.. like there's a lot of misunderstanding and miscommunications which brought me to a situation where I couldn't even resist me from not going to academy, i guessi had taken a lot number of leaves during that time... And I don't like to blindly say I don't have none to communicate with..I got my back with lot's of friends who travelled all the way from my childhood... And I want to mention these 3 since they are the one who always stood and will stand by my side no matter how the things go.. a sister, a friend , a partner....

So when I shared these issues with them , they three condemned the same thing.. just move if you don't like .. and there awaited a turing point , the point everyone wish to meet...a random afternoon.. two guys just spawned in my life like anything and they didn't just save me they just changed.. they just asked me to sit in front row with them... And I did..

And rest is all the history..

I still thank for the one who called me to sit fromt and he's the one started appreciating for my teaching skills like idk but he'll be the reason if I'm into teaching in future...

In front row they already formed a group just a day before and I just spawned in their life... don't know whether I changed their life or brought something into their life but they gave all they had to rescue me from the trap I had been sticking along for months..

And here's one , we call him daddy , i always wish myself or like I feel proud of myself for creating a bond and strong relationship with him ( I didn't make but the way we go did ) .. right from my 12th I'm a proud atheist and he's a brother...

I started becoming close with him as the days went by..

And after a few months a sudden realisation from the question I asked myself.. you're an atheist and he's a person who devoted his whole life to serve for his god what brought you close?? And it's not the way we go but the ideology we follow .. 

Everyone in the group thought me something which I can't and didn't learn from anyone...like there's another one she's our AATHAKAARI... After seeing her and after hearing all the problems and the life she went through.. all the problems which I consider big for me is like nothing when compared...and that's the day I stopped worrying for the things and days which didn't go well or by the way as I wished...

And this one he isn't here with us , but he always keeps me in check.. like he doesn't motivate me or encourage me... He just pull me in.. he just don't ask suggestions, he just send me the things that he planned and we just do....and always thankful for him for pulling me in as that's the thing I need.. 

There's these 2 , A couple of chaos who always keep vibing and changes our mood no matter how down we are!! I just love them!!! They just love themselves (jff) 

Like they are the adopted kids of our group..

There's one who has the name which I hold for myself..

Bro when comes to group always used to mock me like anything but truly when it's only us I just kill him off... 

Another one if I didn't mention him it's more like a sin..

How could I explain him , you can speak to him about any topic and I'm always fan of his opinion... I don't think i could see anyone like anymore..

Special mention a friend of mine.. form this group, there's nothing special He's just like me.. more like me...and that made me close with him..

You can find a girl of chaos here and it's from her i started carrying everyone and everything with a down heart like I don't know she greet if she's happy if she's sad..anytime...and till thanks for her for teaching me things and that's why I'm writing this as my kinda way of greetings to everyone...

And a two to match my vibe , they too a anime weeb..

More like a persons to have a great anime discussion with...

And a nerd and backbencher who just being stuck with me all the way... Like i love both of them... And especially the slang of the backbencher when he's in frustration..make me laugh even if I'm crying I'm just die hard fan of it .. and the nerd who just notes and ask me to study if I'm sitting around.. bro just bring me the motivation to study ..

I just want to mention about these 2 , i don't know but they did something which I couldn't ever get from anyone else..and I can say he's the one who just first called me to sit in the format row and rang me up everytime I was absent..

They brought me to a conclusion and that changed everything ..

Love everyone - no matter how they are , who they are , what they do , how they do..

Love no matter what, because deep down people are good.

You can find everything in this group.. and every second I pass by, I'm just very happy for finding them and having them in my life.. idk what's up with their personal life but when we are together we make sure we are happy together!!

Forever' kunjandiyur kanniss 💗✨